I will miss her

Hahh..my sis, she'll go to KL and live there after this because she have got a job! At last..and seems like it's a nice work and she kinda like it. But maybe she kinda nervous, no wonder, because she's still new at it and never know what she needs to do for that position that she get. Whatever it is, I pray for her best. Hopefully, she can cope with it. But I'm kinda worried about her safety there. She's really a small and short woman..hee.. I hope she'll be fine. Who's the most great protecter than Allah, right? And anything happen from His consent. Allah is the best hope...

There..there..nothing's perfect. I had imagine before this that my mum, sis and me will stay in this house at least until I enter the university. It'll be fun to have them in this house. But my sis need to go and work at other place. I never imagine that! My mum will be sad, because my sis is her best companion..not me..hehe..me in the other hand, love to stay and be alone. Yeah, that's really me. I love silence, it's peaceful for me.

This makes me remember when I was small, a little kid in elementary school where my sis at first need to enter 'sekolah berasrama penuh'. I'm kinda shocked at that time. She's my best partner at home, she's my only sis. I'm kinda sad when she left and of course she's too. And one year after that, my brother's turn. Another one goes.. left me and my other brother. At least I have him right. And the story continues when my sis can't cope with the school life and she return to home and enter the 'sekolah harian biasa'. I was so happy at that time.

When I get older, I understand now that's life. People come and goes from our life. They got a new friends but it doesn't meant they don't love us. And I'll always love my siblings! <3 I realize that there's many of song is about love between couple but not many is about siblings. Maybe it seems like it's not an exciting story because, siblings, we have them already! It's not an exciting topic. Not like coupling. But your sweetheart can come and goes as they please, and at last you'll find your brother or sister back to shed your tears right? And I always thinking, why people choose their loved one more than their siblings? For their wife of husband, maybe it's right but for those who doesn't marriage yet, is it your loved one is so important? Because I found out that my siblings is the most important part in my life. Maybe because I don't have my own sweetheart but of course I never want to have one!

Recently, my sis had engaged. And by Allah's will, at the end of this year, she'll be married. I've already cried during her engagement day and I can't imagine what will I do next in the day of her marriage..haha.. I know somehow, of course Allah knows what's the best for His servant. My mother, she must be sad when my sis get marry after this but at least she still have me. And it's lucky for her that I'm the youngest one. That's meant, I won't get marry after my sis..haha.. Allah always knows..

Sis, you're the loudest one and I'm the silence one. And that's makes us perfect with each other..haha.. You always love your younger brother and sister, there's no doubt of it and I want to tell you that I'll always love you too! Take care and always be yourself. You are the best sis I ever had in this world! ^^

Congratulation my sis, you've got the medal of the world's greatest sister! (from me of course)haha..

p/s : Woo.. something happen to me eyes..a little bit touching this night..haha..luckily,  my sis doesn't know about my blog.

p/ss : special to my sis, I'll always love you.. ^^

p/sss : Ahha, I've just finish baking a choc cake just now. It's actually for my sis because she wants me to do it.. (she's very lazy to do it! *annoying face) :-)