Ku menunggu - Siti Nurhaliza

(Kalau nak dengar lagu ni, pause lagu kat bawah dlu ye...)

Ku begini seperti selalu
Membilang waktu berlalu
Entah berapa lama aku tak sedarinya
Berapa lama harus menunggu


Aku mimpikan suram cahaya
Bertukar cahaya indah
Semoga tiba hari bersinar ruang hati
Menyuluh arah jalan kembali


Reff #

Ku tunggu angin perubahan
Barat utara timur selatan
Meniti doa malam dan siang
Teranyamnya semula ikatan

Sayang semua (nya) hanyalah mimpi
Kenyataannya langit dan bumi
Aku di sini engkau di sana
Sayup jauh terpisah
Entahkan kerana sayangku
Ataupun kerana sabarku
Kumenunggu

Airmata dan senyuman
Antara mimpi dan harapan
Adalah rindu semilu menghiris kalbu
Yang terlalu menyayangi
di akhirnya terkorban diri
Menyedari itu aku putuskan
Pasrah segala pada tuhan

Masih lagi seperti selalu
Membilang waktu berlalu
Semoga tiba hari bersinar ruanghati
Menyuluh arah agar kembali

p/s : Kalau start je nyanyi lagu ni, mesti menitis air mata. Bukanlah dihayati sangat liriknya cuma lentok lagunya sangat menyentuh hati. :)

24's small portion of me

1. I have a motion sickness.
2. I can't take my eyes off a man wearing a specs and have a white skin.
3. I had and have always being in love with someone that have a title 'Angah' in his family.
4. What's love eh?
5. I'm single, I don't have boyfriend and I'm proud of it.
6. I had been in love with my uncle and cousin once upon a time.
7. I'm an introvert person.
8. I love kids. It's a really rare character for me because I'm not like this before.
9. Just wearing a make-up when attending some special occasion.
10. Easy faling in love or like someone.
11. Love my family damn much.
12. Finding that Allah's love is the gretest love of all.
13. Anti-overgedix's girl.
14. Love cute and beauty children.
15. Imperfect.
16. Unconfident with my beauty.
17. Love biology.
18. Love my friends.
19. Having a hair-fall.
20. A woman wearing tudung labuh always caputre my eyes and I think they look beautiful.
21. Don't want to be in love with my friends.
22. I'm just me and I love the way I am.
23. Love to bake, reading and gardening.
24. Out of all the housechores, I like to wash dishes.

I never thought that before..

Assalamualaikum.


Wuaw, it’s a really scary view. If it’s not for you then at least it’s for me. I just love to write all that I want to expressed about what I felt inside of me in my blog. And that’s what I made it for. I never know that there’s someone who can turn out to be really famous from Blogger. Yes, I know that people can be really famous through Youtube and Facebook or Myspace but Blogger? Nope, not even a single clue.

Haha. Speaking habis. Well, I never knew who was the person that will be willing to read all of my entry and check it out of any new entry I had been post. Haha. But maybe some of them I know(it’s still just a guess). From my previous entry, I had been discussed about the famous life of some people. Now, I think I’ll continue to discuss about it.

Farah Liyana or FL. Well, I know this girl from my friend’s blog, where she was admiring her so much. Then, I just thought why not I try to browse her blog for a while. And yeah, she also has winning my heart. Haha. Well, maybe some of the reason is because she’s DAMN PRETTY and she’s the medical student which is my fav ambition. AND, and.. because her name is like mine. Hehe.

In my case, having 10 followers already make me thanks enough but 20 +++ followers is WOW! And that's what she got.

This is Fatin Liyana. Is not she beautiful? O.O

And this another one pretty girl, I knew her from my best friend. She’s so talented in singing. Her name is Najwa Latif. Maybe, you did know her. If you still don’t, then try to check it out her page on Youtube . You better did because she had already being invited to be a singer in Nasi Lemak Kopi O this morning (exactly the same time when I was writing this entry). She’s only 16 years old! And what am I doing when I was 16? Well, maybe at that time I just discover how’s my new life in my new school. Haha.

 And this is Najwa Latif. I love her voice!

Aaahh, I have a feeling that being famous is a scary thing. Why is it? Okay, just imagine if I'm a famous person~~~(dreaming..dreaming..)

First of all, it's because I don't like to see my picture being everywhere in the google when you type my name and google-ing for it. Then, I'm afraid that someone will try to do something bad to me because, well, they know me. And then, I don't know whether I can stand to read all the bad comment for me and most of all, I don't like people gossiping about me and telling something bad about me on top of all when I didn't do it at all!! haha.. I'm overreacted.

So what I can tell you for the conclusion is that, I don't want to be famous (like I have been given a chance to do so...gahaha). I just love the way I'm living right now. Being in silence (well, you know I love silence.. :-D ).

p/s : Tak boleh agungkan sangat artis-arits huhu..tanda-tanda akhir zaman..

p/ss : FL’s sister-in-law is also SO PWETTY!hehe..

p/sss : I really would like to ask both of them, how’s their life after becoming so famous?Is it wonderful or scarryy...hee hee hee..

Two books per week!

 Lucy, Izzy, and Nesta are sassy, sparkling...and utterly smitten. 

 
In Mates, Dates, and Inflatable Bras, Lucy is at a turning point. She doesn't feel like she fits in with her friends Izzie and Nesta. Then Lucy sees the most wonderful boy, and things start to change -- in all areas of her life.


Izzie is smitten with Mark in Mates, Dates, and Cosmic Kisses. When Izzie cancels plans just so she's available if Mark should call, Lucy and Nesta know they need to intervene. But how can they help when Izzie is convinced that she and Mark are destined to be together?
 
Nesta meets a boy of her own in Mates, Dates, and Designer Divas. Simon is rich and his lifestyle is totally glamorous. So is his friend Cressida. But competing for Simon's affections could cost Nesta more than she anticipated.

When my confident crash!

Assalamualaikum.

Geum Jan Di (Korea actress)

Today, for this beautiful, dark and cold evening, I would like to write about my level of confident. Believe it or not, it is 4 out of 10! I guess it's still okay rather than 1 (this is the phase where I guess I shouldn't be living anymore). Hargghh.. That's what happen when I keep seeing all the beautiful women around me. And this is what happen when no one will ever tell me that I'm beautiful!(haha, kidding) I had enough of scary phase to be face and not this one too. And why should I be insecure? I think the biggest major problem is because of my, WEIGHT. Hoho.. Just serve me right because of so lazy to go for an exercise and love to be at home and stay quite in the dark (well don't blame me, I love silence a lot).

What's so good for having an ideal weight or a perfect body for a women? It means everything!! It does mean for a healthy body and mind, higher chances to be flirtatious (really not me) and for us to achieve a higher level of CONFIDENCE! I guess, as a beautiful women sometimes they just doesn't realize that they are beautiful no matter how much people said that THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL. It's pathetic...

From my opinion, for us to look on how much beautiful the women are, so damn FAMOUS (amos), many FRIENDS and many FANS are the priority to be looking for. I'm calling it 3 Factors or 3F. It can be many others way that we can say like how much people LIKE their picture in facebook or how much man are standing beside her, wanting her to be his wife. haha. So, if you have the 3F then call yourself lucky because YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.  Not me (upss..huhu..see, I'm lacking of confidence). Someone please transfer some of your confidence to me!

It looks like time is running too fast. I thought I just heard someone said to me when I was small that you are lucky to be a kid because at one time, when you are growing bigger (as a woman), you'll have so much to face and you started to keep your full attention in pulchritude (the new word I found which mean 'kecantikan') . You'll keep thinking whether you are beautiful or not and keep comparing with the others. Sigh. and I guess she's right then. I'm in that phase now (ohh my...) and I hate iT!

I guess that's why I keep improving myself in education so that they can see something that's great on me other than being a beautiful woman. Gagaga. At least when I actually realizing my dream, when people look on my pic and said, "Well, she's not beautiful at all" but then his friend will say, "Oh, you'll never said that on her. Don't you know, she's a doc. Do you think it's easy to be a doc.Can you ever be like her?". And then that first man monologue, "Wow, she's GREAT".

YEaahhH! Can you see? Mission accomplished!

Haha..that's so pathetic, right?

Being myself is the best thing I ever had and I'm not gonna change it. It's just something else that I need to change (well, just let it be my secret). So, I guess being beautiful or not, it'll never mean anything if you have such a bad attitude! Women are beautiful in their own way. We are created to complete this world! haha. I would say that I've found so many character in every woman I know but they are still charming in their own way and they complete the world. Well, maybe not the world but at least the world around them or around me. haha.

p/s : So, just be yourself! Go and take the mirror and say you are beautiful, in you own way! BUT! Be a nice girl/woman, okay!Peace!

BEAUTIFUL WOMAN AROUND ME

(Should I told you..tak payahlaa...)

hee..

p/ss : You wanna know who's the beautiful girl/woman around me? Then, check it out on facebook of whose I post to them 'You are beautiful' on their profile.
I'll make 6 of it.hehe.G'luck!

p/sss : Almost forget to say, my confident has level up until 9! Yeahh!!haha..

Wassalam

Jom kita merepek sikit malam ni ye..

Owhh yeahh..tak tahu kenapa tiba-tiba rasa mahu merepek malam ni.haha.. Sebenarnya, sumber inspirasi kemerepekan malam ini adalah dari penyanyi youtube ni, Cumi1569's Channel.

I think he can sing soo well! and sweet.. so yeahh, what's the point of the story here?

Actually, saya mahu merepek bahawasanya saya umumkan lelaki yang mahu menjadi suami (ceyhh, suami terus, tak de kekasih dah) adalah :

(bunyi drum sikit)

Seorang yang PANDAI bermain GUITAR dan PIANO serta BOLEH MENYANYI dengan baikk! yeahhh!!! (siap colour pink lagi ye, my favourite colour)

 yeaaa..both of it...(actually, this is a HOUSE not a real instrument at China..heh-heh~nervously laughed)

So yeahh, I'll make it as priority (konon2 nya la kan..). Of course la, saya mahukan suami yang LEBIH lagi ilmu agamanya(more-more-priority) daripada saya supaya dia dapat membimbing saya, tetapi kalau dia ada kemahiran ini juga alangkah bahagianya sayaa!! hahaha.. (because it's always be my dream to know how to play both of the instrument and I still don't have a chance 'till now..).

Yeahh...3X (gler da), it's better that he can teach me after we were married (so romaticc!! :-D ) orr..

I learn it myself la later on...huh3...

either way.. it's okayla.. I just hope my dream will come true only..geehheee..

p/s : If Ahza know about this...hahaha..

sweet3..there's something that I love about this marriage and I hope that it can be true for me too..haha..

Hoping to be in...

When we started to think bout love and to want someone to like and love us, it'll never come to us,

But when we just don't even think bout love, don't even want to feel it then love will plead for us,

when we were not ready at all to accept it...

then,

we were being ungrateful for it and not appreciate the love that come to us,

we ignore it,

alone,

in darkness and sadness,

in sorrow and hollow,

until at one time, we leave it,

because we were just too bored with it,

and after that,

we started to regret our action,

and decision,

and hoping back to be in LOVE.

Original by,
Liya

p/s : always the same mistakes done by people..being UNGRATEFUL on what they already had..until when the things, he or she leave us, then we just REGRET on what we had done to them..so, start to have some GRATITUDE to what you have in your life. Compare your life with the others who have so many imperfection here and there, which life is better, you or them?

p/ss : Love your life to the fullest!!

Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.
~Crush

The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to.
~Lost Love

Padan muka, perasan lagi

Assalamualaikum.

Haha, sangat seronok mengenakan diri sendiri. Itulah akibatnya bile perasan lagi. Akhirnya, aku dapat tahu pemuda tersebut(yang selalu mengupdate status di facebooknya tentang cinta) sebenarnya sukakan gadis lain. Dan nasib baik juga akhirnya aku tahu juga kebenarannya. Gadis tersebut memang aku kenal sangatlah. Tidak mengapalah, mungkin sedekit terluka, kecewa dan sedih tetapi bukan itu yang aku cari dalam hidupku pada saat ini. Bukan itu, dan perasaan ini pun datang tanpa aku duga dan tanpa aku inginkan juga. Apa-apa pun, this is just like a new fresh start for me. Thank you Allah.

Ni baru je dugaan di matrikulasi tu, tempat belajar yang tak la sebesar mana. Macam mana la dugaannya semasa di universiti kelak. Berapa ramai lagi lelaki yang akan aku suka. Sebenarnya, semua ini pada aku adalah perkara biasa. Lumrah kehidupan manusia untuk menyukai watak atau keperibadian seseorang asalkan tidak tersasar daripada keindahan agama itu sendiri. Hopefully, aku pandai jaga diri nanti. Hanya kepada-Nya lah aku bermohon dan berserah diri.

Sebenarnya, aku punya niat untuk tidak berkahwin sekiranya aku sudah besar kelak tetapi tiba-tiba pula tadi terjumpa dengan hadis ni,

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda yang bermaksud:
"Siapa yang suka kepada syariatku maka hendaklah ia mengikuti sunahku, sesungguhnya sebahagian daripada sunah itu ialah berkahwin." (Riwayat al-Baihaqi)

Disebabkan aku sayangkan nabiku dan aku mahu patuh akan sunnahnya jadi aku terpaksalah melupakan niat aku tersebut. Cuma apa yang aku seronok untuk mengatakan bahawasanya masanya belum tiba. Yela kan, aku perlu menumpukan perhatianku pada pelajaran dahulu.

Apa-apa pun, soal jodoh dan semua ni aku serahkan kepada Yang Maha Esa. Aku tak mahu langsung untuk memikirkan hal ni sebenarnya. Dan Dia pun lebih memahami aku. Bila sudah tiba masanya, dan jika dia dapat benar-benar untuk menyayangi aku dan aku juga yakin dengan dia kerana Allah, maka aku dengan senang hati menerima. Hanya kerana Allah dan kekasih-Nya. Aku bukanlah seorang yang memilih dan bila sampai seru-Nya nanti, Aku akan Terima Nikahnya.

 Cinta yang halal dan diredhai Allah itu nampak sangat indah bagi pendapatku.

Cinta, sebenarnya belum penah aku rasai. Bak kata sahabat karibku, 

• sbnr nye pkataan cinta tu xpenah wujud pon dlm kapel
• pasaan tu mungkin cme ase syg yg luar biase je
• tp ble da kawin bru kte taw pe cinta tu
• aq ase gtu la
   

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(Miss Tini)

Aku tidak pernah ber'couple' tapi aku pernah bercinta, Ye, suatu masa dahulu, dan sebenarnya aku tak nak kenang pun. Mungkin sedikit sebanyak dapat menjadi iktibar buat diri aku sendiri. Apa-apa pun, kami berdua (aku dan Miss Tini) yakin bahawa cinta itu hanya diperoleh semasa sudah berkahwin nanti. Maknanya, kalaulah selama ni aku tetap dengan pendirianku untuk tidak mahu berkahwin, maka selama-lamanya jugalah aku tak kan merasai apa erti cinta tersebut. haha.

Tetapi sebenarnya bagiku, cukuplah cinta Allah di dalam hatiku. Hanya cinta itu yang paling indah, yang pernah aku rasai. Sebabnya, ia tidak menyakitkan malah memberi aku suatu ketenangan yang baru dan membahagiakan. Cinta Dia tak kan sekali-kali menyakitkan aku. Hanya cinta Dia lah yang paling indah bagiku. Tiada yang lain.

Walaupun aku tidak layak untuk cinta-Nya, tetapi inilah satu-satunya cinta yang aku tidak akan menarik diri dan berputus asa daripada memilikinya. Semoga, apa yang aku perkatakan ini disusuli dengan langkah dan tindakan yang sepatutnya juga. Insyaallah, amin...

Wassalam.