Hakikatnya hari ini baru aku mengetahui hormon aku yang manakah yang asyik membuatkan aku bagai mabuk cinta, sampai aku jadi rimas dan resah akan hal ini. Ya, memang selama ini aku tertanya-tanya mengenai persoalan tersebut. Apakah yang menyebabkan aku jadi mudah untuk menyukai seseorang lelaki? Dan baru hari ini aku mengetahui bahawa hormon serotonin la yang terlibat dalam mengawal emosi aku ini. Bagai telah ditakdirkan oleh Allah untuk aku memahami keadaan sebenar diriku ini dengan lebih baik, my professor told me about that hormone in the lecture pagi tadi. Dia cakap bahawa in young man, hormone serotonin is much produce and it controls our emotions. That's why la young man is easy to fall in love when they see a beautiful girl. Lebih kurang macam tu lah ayat dia. Well, of course it's not just boy, girl pun sama la berada di dalam situasi ini. Persoalannya, aku tak mengerti dengan sebenarnya mengapa Allah menetapkan bahawa dalam usia muda, hormon itu akan lebih banyak berbanding dengan waktu lain? Ada sesiapa ada suggestion answer?
Next, I'll tell you about my new experience past few weeks. At last, I had a chance to meet Mr. Cadaver. Well, at first memangla tak seronok langsung kan. Because of why? Sebab I can't even see the body because my friends block my view. Terlalu ramai classmates kan nak buat macam mana. So, saya tak excited langsung la. And then when the professor make an explanation bla bla bla about Mr. Cadaver and what he'll do to him. Actually, his head and body is already separated. And what my prof want to do was to cut the head into two pieces using a blazer (it looks like it). When they started, I'm really grateful not to be in front because it's already looks scary like a thriller movie from the back plus there's some fluid splashed to the front people that I felt happy for it because of the fact that they didn't gave me a chance to see Mr. Cadaver at all. haha. So cruel, right? After the head is in two pieces, our prof. showed us the cerebelum part in the brain but of course I can't see it. And then my friends dekat depan tu mulalah beransur-ansur ke belakang tandanya sesi hari tu dah tamat. I yang sangat eager sebelum ni nak tengok mayat tu berpeluang jugalah ke depan and see it. Okay, I don't want to touch it! No! I just looked at it from far away (not beside it eventhough I'm the one who's eager to see it before) and then I just stared at it and then the body stared at me back. We just like having a stare contest for a few moments with me tip-toeing to see the whole body (as I told you before I just look at it from far away, punyalah penakut). And then the best part is here. The boys (of my class) want to go out from the corner where the trolley that have Mr. Cadaver above it block them, and then our prof. started to pull the trolley towards me. Just imagine, he's being closer, he's beinggg closserrr...NOOO!! I really cemas at that time. I really was alone at that corner and then the trolley started to block my way to go out. Arghh!! Actually, above the trolley is just Mr. Cadaver's body so that's why I feel afraid. And honestly I don't and never will ever like thriller movie! NEVER! Luckily I was wearing a mask that hide half of my worried face. Luckily too that I can think fast and act fast, I quickly slip away to the small passage beside the trolley before it completely close my way. The conclusion that I can say here is that, it's still not nice experience to meet with Mr. Cadaver.
Because I had been so busy, sometiems I do lost track of the time and without I notice it at all, I've been here for almost 2 months. Rasa sangat sekejap masa berlalu sebenarnya. Mana tak nya, pagi-pagi dah siap untuk mandi, solat dan sebagainya. Pergi kuliah pukul 8 pagi. Habis kuliah approximately 4-630pm. Balik-balik dah penat semua rehat sekejap. Malam pergi surau sampai Isyak. Balik tu study study and study and then pukul 1 am (kalau sempat survive until this time la kan, kalau dah syahid awal tu lam 11 pm lebih dah tidur) tidur. Lepas itu, esok pagi mandi solat bersiap berkejar nak pergi kuliah dengar lecturer talk talk talk habis kelas....dan seterusnya... so masa yang berlalu tu tak dirasakan sangat. Tapi bagus jugalah sebab kami busy ke arah kebaikan untuk mendapatkan ilmu dan keredhaan Allah SWT dan bukan buat perkara yang sia-sia. So, alhamdulillah. HA! Nak diceritakan di sini sebenarnya disebabkan I kept lost track of the time, I forgot yang my sis-in-law is pregnant.
So on 8th Nov 2011, she was giving birth to a very handsome and cute baby, named QAID DANIAL BIN SHAHRIL HAZRY.
Everyone, introducing my new boyfriend, Qaid Danial! He's so cute, right? Ouuuhh.. He have his mother and Qis's eyes...
I love that Danial part actually so I think I wanna call him Danial when he's becoming a handsome boy one day. haha. So saya sangat excited la at that time when I know my sis-in-law selamat melahirkan anak. Akhirnya, I got a nephew! YEAHH!! I'm very happy. And finally Qis and Sara got adik lelaki. Actually, saya dah agak yang my brother will gave his name start with Q jugak since his two sisters' names start with Q jugak. Well, I don't know what is mean by Qaid but I hope it brings a good meaning for that little boy. OuuuH! For the first time I saw Danial's picture, I feel like I wanna scream! He's so cute SO CUTE SO CUTTE!! Dan saya pun mula rasa rindu dekat Danial walaupun tak pernah lagi bersua muka. I really want to meet him, want to hold him, kiss him and play with him. It feels really seronok to have a nephew, I told you! haha. Sangat seronok. Waktu Qis and Sara lahir pun I was totally HAPPY! Sonok2.
Tetapi....
Kesian pula dengar cerita dari mak. Really kesian dekat Sara. Mak cakap abang cerita semenjak Danial lahir ni, orang lain asyik main dengan Danial je, Sara akan duduk dekat ceruk-ceruk tepi-tepi dinding. Ouuhh!! Sangat kesian dekat that little girl. Kecian dekat dia tak de orang nak main dengan dia dah. Well, I told my mum dulu Qis pun macam tu juga sejak Sara lahir now Sara feel the same way too. I think that's how people grow, with experience to make them mature along the time. Saya je yang sentiasa bongsu dah tak pernah rasa ada adik which is fun! haha. But honestly when I was just a little girl (macam lagu kan :D ), saya pun ada la felt jealous with my cousin (which is younger than me) sebab my mum selalu manjakan dia. haha. Well, I mature with experience. Nasiblah memang dari kecik saya memang try untuk memahami keadaan dan belajar dari situasi walaupun kadang-kadang merajuk tu ada jugak nak buat macam mana kan dah anak bongsu. :PPP
Actually these morning I've an end of module's examinantion. I don't want to talk much about it. Lepas je exam, kami bersiap-siap solat and makan and then pergi ke Kampus Gong Badak, UniSZA. Sebenarnya dah lama nak pergi tapi tak de kesempatan waktu saja so alang-alang dah ada masa kami pergi la kan hari ini. So saya, Farah, Syafiqah Zainal Abidin adn Syafiqah Abdul Majid naiklah kereta angkut (which is more cheaper) untuk ke Kampus Gong Badak (dengan adalah sedikit harapan untuk berjumpa dengan si dia tetapi hampa). haha.. Saya nak pergi sana pun sebab nak pergi unit pinjaman dan penajaan, berjumpa dengan Pn Anizan untuk bertanyakan pasal JPA kami sebenarnya.
Sampai je dekat Kampus Gong Badak kami tersesat. Kesian kan, nama je pelajar UniSZA tetapi kampus utama pun tak tahu selok-beloknya lagi. Kami memang tak pernah tahu pun pejabat HEPA dekat mana so kami agak jelah pejabat tu dekat dengan DABS (Dewan Al-Muktafi Billah Shah). Rupanya jauh nunnnn dekat sebelah masjid. Syafiqah (Zainal Abidin) and Iqa (Abdul Majid) berjalan ke arah pejabat foyer sebab Iqa nak jumpa pak cik saudara dia dekat sana while saya dan Farah pun berjalanlah menuju ke masjid UniSZA dan sedikit sebanyak dapatlah merasai kehidupan sebagai seorang mahasiswi (macam sebelum ini bukan mahasiswi je kan). Bukan apa, kami dekat Kampus Kota ni kawasan kecil je so tak rasalah macam dekat universiti. Rasa macam pergi sekolah harian biasa je sebenarnya. And during that time, kami sangatlah grateful sebab our place is just small compare to Kampus Gong Badak so kami pun tak de la penat nak ke sini dan ke sana. Kami pun berjalan berjalan dan berjalan. Sesampainya dekat pejabat HEPA, singgah tandas dulu (perlu ke mention?) hehe and then Farah terjumpa kedai buku. OWH! Dan saya pun fall in love dengan kedai buku dekat dengan pejabat HEPA tu, which is kedai koperasi sebenarnya. Why I fall in love with that shop, bukan kerana orang yang ada di dalam kedai tu tetapi buku-buku yang dijual di situ. It's all the kind of books that I really want to have a long long long time ago! Dari Al-Hidayah publishers, Telaga Biru, PTS dan sebagainya. Arghhh, I'm in heaven when I enter that shop! haha. I really waat to own all the books especially karangan Dr. Aidh bin Abdullah Al-Qarni. I really love his books. He's the one who write the La Tahzan book for woman which I really love it. I really want to own all his books and the other novels or buku-buku nasihat yang lain cuma I don't have enough money. So kena tahanlah diri to own all of it and be patience until lah duit JPA masuk nanti. huhu. Antara buku-buku yang I wanna buy adalah :
I really love this books! I already finish reading it and you should own it and read it if you're a girl or woman who always feel sad and don't feel like you're belong to this world.
Macam best je buku ini. Buku karangan Fatimah Syarha, Pemilik Cintaku Setelah Allah dan Rasul tu pun sangat best.
I think that I should buy this book la, the biography of Dr. Aidh bin Abdullah Al-Qardawi since I like his books so much so I need to know who is he too, right?
So after Asar prayer, kami pun pergi Mydin. Barang-barang dekat Mydin sekarang dah mahal kot so jangan beli sana dah. Barang kecik-kecik je pun boleh cecah RM50. Nama je pemborong. haha. Jahatkan, mengutuk dulu sebelum bercerita. So macam biasalah pergi sana nak beli barang keperluan harian. Nasiblah me yang paling murah yang lain semua above RM80. And then kami singgah dekat food court beside Mydin makan nasi ayam lepas itu balik Maidam. Hari ini seronok sebab dapat jalan-jalan dan tak terperuk dalam Maidam je. Syonok2. Banyak timba pengalaman. tahu jalan sikit-sikit nak pergi bandar dan tahu jugaklah sikit-sikit bahasa Terengganu which I learnt from pakcik yang bawa kereta itu. Kira murah la kereta angkut tu, dia hantar kami dari Kampus Kota ke Kampus Gong Badak, ke Mydin, and then balik ke Maidam dari pukul 3.15 pm until 830 pm kami kena bayar sebanyak RM50 sahaja. Bukan setiap seorang kena bayar RM50 tetapi kami berempat. Maknanya kalau dibahagi empat seorang kena bayar RM12 lebih untuk perjalanan sejauh tu. I feel satisfied la.
p/s : Recently, I used to bought things which have a love symbols, love quotes or love words on it. Please, don't ask me why....
Well, bila I start tulis tadi I kinda macam tak de idea and now at least I can share something with you. Actually I believe that there's lot to write here but I just can't remember because I kept postpone the time to write a new entry for my blog so I'm very sorry. So that's all la I think for now.
Wassalam.
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