WEIGHT!!!

Assalamualaikum.

Hye2, apa khabar semua? (ceyhh, bajet ada ramai orang baca blog dia je kan). Tape2, yang penting confident. hehe. Kali ini nak menceritakan tentang pengalaman baru aku di sini, di universiti ini. But this's not about this university or my friends or my seniors bla bla bla( word Prof. Pari..haha...sangat comel bila dia cakap macam ni), but it's about me, once again. :D Well, of course la kan, title for this blog pun saya dah tukar which is 'A Real Diary of a Medical Student' which I thought will be more compatible with all of my entries kan. So, yeah, after this I'll just write about my personal diary in here(not that personal la kan). I really hope la that my friends, lecturers, or seniors doesn't find my blog. huhuhu.. kalau tak nanti buat malu je.

So today I'll talk( I don't know which words is suitable la, talk write say???apa beza talk and say kan. ape2 la..) about WEIGHT. MY WEIGHT. Sebelum ini when I was in primary school I never thought about this. I was fat during that time but I never care to have it because I was still a small girl. And then when I went for a secondary school, I had an ideal weight when I was in Form 1 because my height was increasing drastically more than my weight. So at that time, only at that particular time, I had an experience to have an ideal body weight. And when I was in Form 3 to 4, my weight increase more that my height and as you already predicted yes I was fat during that time. Still, I don't care much about my body. And when I think about it back, it's weird of how I have an admirer when I was Form 4. haha.

What I want to stress here is that, the reason of why I never care about my weight of all this time. The reason is because my close and bestiest friends around me also have a weight which is more that the ideal weight but I'm more fatter than them la. So when I was around them, I just feel normal, you see. And one more reason is because I was really lazy to go for an exercise and in addition, I ate what I want without any constriction and with any quantity that I like.

So the lessons from my laziness life before this is that I'm becoming an unconfident girl right now when I enter this university. Why? Because whether I like or not, my friends and seniors which surrounds me in here are all have an ideal weight plus beautiful(for girls only). Yeah, THE ENVIRONMENT HAVE CHANGE. I'm not with my best friends anymore, I'm in this new environment which give me a stress. But whatever it is, I try to take it positively and alhamdulillah with Allah's guide I know what I have to do after this.

So untuk adik-adik di luar sana yang ada masalah obesity, cuba sedaya upaya anda untuk mendapatkan BMI yang normal okay. Ianya bukan untuk orang lain tetapi untuk diri anda sendiri. Yeah, untuk kepuasan diri anda sendiri especially girls la. Boys pun sama juga sebenarnya. Hmm, there's a lot of lessons that I got la walaupun baru beberapa minggu di sini. Hope I'll survive! Pray for me okay! Insyaallah..

p/s : Seronok la macam ini, boleh bagi nasihat untuk adik-adik or orang lain di luar sana. Belum jadi doktor betul lagi..hehe.. :PPP